summer nights

I know that I'll only be young once and I'm not gonna let that pass by me because of stupid rules. Lately, every night has been memorable and I've spent so much time with the friends who make me feel like no matter what something is always so fucking hilarious. Listen to me, you are never ever going to be so young, so carefree, so responsibility free (even tho trust me I know we teenagers have alot of shit going on) as you are now so take advantage of it. I know I'm bad with commitment. I always want to have a good time instead of thinking about all the consequences. I'm not fake though. I never pretend to be someone I'm not. I always end up doing something worth smiling about the next day. THAT'S what this summer is about for me, and hopefully you. Have some freaking fun, don't worry so much, and above all stop caring what other people think. Those who mind dont matter, and those who matter don't mind so do what you want!

summer love and much hugs, peace out
xoxx

Birthday...?

It's funny how the moments I couldn't wait for when I was younger pass by me like a breeze now. I feel them happening but they aren't so heavily anticipated anymore. My 17th birthday and I haven't settled on a single thing to do. It's the night before. It's not that I don't want to do anything, or that I'm apathetic. It is more that I'm caught in the tide. I'm in between my future filled with all the things I want to do, and the past full of rules that hold me back. My current place is one of uneasy compromise with constant tugs and pulls. It's impossible for me to look forward to planning something when I have all the rules I should have outgrown still tugging at me. It's as if I've gained the responsibility, the age, and none of the rights. I don't know what to do anymore.

17 kisses
xox

Freedom

The very first official day of my summer, and it's a beautiful thing. I don't think I would've made it through one more day of final exams. I spent it lunching on Indian food (surprisingly yummy!) and shopping for summer supplies with my babe Gabs. My first pair of aviators, and a couple mini skirts later here I am.. I actually don't mind being in reading my new Cosmo and updating my blog, I need days off like today. This year has been too much stress. It's like today is the first day of my independence. It's my senior year of high school, then college-FINALLY! Everything is falling into place lately, and I'm loving every bit of it.

Daises, Summer Days, and Dating Hiatus,
yours truly

Jana's Paint

Muse, model, artist Jana's paint photo shoot. My theme was red, and her's was body paint. I modeled for her, along with uber dance talented Jai. I wore the blue dress, and Jai worked the hotpink. It was a creative explosion of paint.. Loved it. Post more pics when I get a hold of them.