Sunday, July 31

"I'm Eve"

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via Georgia Encyclopedia


My summer reading list is never ending due to me continually buying new books before I've finished the ones I've already started.  One of the books I'm trying to finish is "I'm Eve." At first the title didn't make sense, since the main character is named Chris -who suffers from multiple personality disorder- and none of her "personalities" take the name Eve either.    Eve is actually the alias given to her by her therapist to protect her identity in the movies and books that follow her life.  I picked this book up in a thrift store, hoping to expand my psychological background and had no idea that this book was the real life account of what is apparently a classic movie, "The Three Faces of Eve."  She never received any attention for her story or any say in how it was told. Chris never even attended the movie premiere depicting her supposed life.  This book is the manifestation of her struggle to set all the other records straight, the movie included, as to who she really was and what she went through.  It reaffirms my belief that telling one's story is therapeutic, the only way to find peace through difficult circumstances is to say everything one feels and feel like one is truly being heard. 


"The soft, intangible suffocation of indifference is immensely more brutal than the sharp clean cut of intentional hurt...  leaving the frame weak, misshapen, and deformed; and the mind trapped in this ruined temple, itself shatters and splinters..." -I'm Eve, By Chris Costner Sizemore and Elen Pittillo


Monday, July 25

My head is in the stars..

LEHAPPY Blogger modeling for youreyeslie

youreyeslie graphic vest

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Every where I look I'm seeing galaxy prints!  I typically hate digital prints on my clothing, but I absolutely fell head over heels for them.  Christopher Kane galaxy print pieces are insane!  Navy is another one of my obsessions for fall- perhaps because it goes so perfectly with my dark starry sky inspiration for fall. Dior is also rockin' the navy with their fall beauty collection "Blue Tie," whose nude and blue nail polishes are exactly what I'm in the mood for after all the soft pastel shades and wild summer brights.

Thursday, July 21

Color Shade

Romper and Sunglasses from Belmont Army. <3
 Polaroid taken using a Color Shade film from the Impossible Project.

Tuesday, July 19

Kids These Days


Current Obsession. I found their image on MTV's Buzzworthy Blog, and once you listen to them you'll know why they were featured. They blow my mind with their ability to be in every genre I love all at once. In case you get hooked like I did and want to check out the real thing they will be in Chicago for Wicker Park Fest and Lollapalooza in August. Listen here.

Pop of Color



Inspiration: Laura Laine's fashion illustrations for Elle Russia. 
Check out the rest of her work at: www.lauralaine.net 
It's crazy to see the evolution of fashion sketches from the images in Andy Warhol's Interview (I blogged on them before/ re-posted the image below!) to Laine's.


Wednesday, September 29

Telling the Tale: Ediz Hasan Akdemir

What are your creative outlets and passions?
Right now I’m trying to do as much things as I possibly can. Photography, writing, painting, just basically those main things but also sculpting, interviewing people, seeing as many movies and reading as much as I can. "In order to write about life you must live it." You have to live life to the fullest, by staying home and inactive the more you destroy your creativity and the more your art suffers.

Are you working on any projects right now?
Not really, trying to get through school, reading as much as possible. [I have a routine] I do at least 2 hours of art, then read at least 50 pgs of anything an article, books, anything. It disciplines me in a way to be very committed to my work instead of someone who procrastinates.

How did you get into art?
Growing up, I was kind of a very awkward kid. I was god awful at sports. I was growing up extremely shy and I secluded myself in my room. I was a recluse. Doing things like acting, I could be other people, or drawing I could create my own world and creatures that would except me. It’s like being a god, you create things, the creation of different worlds, similar to writing.

Are you pursuing art as a career in any way?
Yes. I talked to my mom about it, ever since I got into van Gogh, I want to get into painting. My mom told me I’m guaranteeing myself a life of poverty, but that’s okay with me: I want to be remembered artistically. I don’t want a big nice rich man job, I want to have the full artistic experience. I want to have wild stories to tell.

What are you studying now?
I’m getting an associate in fine art, and then going into film or after that somewhere like national geographic. I love the national geographic. I’m just going to go for it and live the life, travel, and do it all before I pass away.

Tell me about your theater background?
I really got into theater ever since I was a little kid, ever since 6 years old. I wanted to be other people. You can be anybody, a drunk, prostitute, super hero. It releases you into another world. The audience doesn’t have to know you, or your flaws, just this beautiful connection where they only have to know your character. I can appear to be anything I want them to think I am. It’s creative lying which I like. I can make them feel anything I want for an hour.

Do you consider yourself a story teller, because to many people it seems like you are always in a character? It’s a charming quality in your personality.
Yea I do. I think that when I was little I liked making up little stories. The problem is when teachers tell me to write an essay, I always turn it into a person’s story or a personal story. I want to live my life as a story, and have stories that other people can tell about me.

Who are icons for you? Who do you look up to?
I recently really got into Vincent VanGogh during the last couple months of high school. I appreciate his method, style, views on life. When I was younger I looked up to the movies of Tim Burton. Writers I really like T.S. Elliot, Agatha Christie, Hemingway, some contemporary authors, Tim Obrien, Ronald Dahl J.K. Rowling

Next place you want to travel to?
It would have to be back to turkey. I have a lot of family there. They took me to so many museums, cafes, it wasn’t stereotypical middle eastern country. It was kind of Chicago, but people speak another language. They have these 500 yr old buildings and there is so much history. It’s a very beautiful country, and when you know people it makes a bigger connection. It’s reassuring to know you have people you can relate to outside of the U.S. We went to beaches, and there were cats and dogs running around everywhere, it was nice to see.

Featured Photography by Akdemir



Friday, September 24

The story of E.H. Akdemir

Certain people just don't fit in. They don't, but they were never meant to. It would have been a great loss if the awkward little boy known as Dylan had grown up to be just another Dylan and not the creative mind that is Ediz Hasan Akdemir. He continues to become more refined and talented at expressing himself, as he develops as an artist, writer, and person. Leaving the interview me and Jana both felt incredibly inspired, I'm sure you will too. The sad part about this interview however, is I've only captured the words, not his voice or wonderful manner of holding a conversation. He is a character, a storyteller, a man living in a limitless world.